OMG, NOOOOOOOO D:

gahhh
i'm officially banned from the internet until STAR testing and SATs are over
that means no chat, no fb, no blogger, NOTHING until next sunday
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according to my dad i have to "focus on academics" and not "get distracted by my crazy friends"
so i guess this is my fareweell post then...
hahaha, that sounds so cheesy :D

-Quiverz

chinese school= ROFL :DDD
we all got soooo hyper xD
we ended up rapping chinese poems. it was hilarious.
but kinda pathetic at the same time :)

then, got home and all that crap
got in a fight with some random lady at a restaurant cuz she charged us $4.45 more than she should've :P
after that, three hours of math with my dad D:
it actually wasn't that bad
i learned a lot and he didn't yell...too much :D
and that was my day :)

-Quiverz

minimum day!

yayy :D
at first i thought i would be bored but it was actually pretty nice :)
normal school stuffz and all
once i got home, i snuck off to the park near my house
its like, 5 minutes walk away and almost nobody knows about it
its pretty small, more like a playground with an abnormally large lawn attached than a park
i stayed there an hour and i was the only one there the entire time
it was actually kinda creepy
but i liked it that way too :)
then, ran home (just cuz i was in the mood for running)
and played piano for two hours
i actually improved a lot :D
and after that i had to work on chinese hw :(
but still, it was a good day
not exactly fun...more like peaceful
it satisfied the introvert in me :)

XD

LOLOLOLOLOLOL :DDDDDDDDD

so, today...
NITHISH called ASHLEY a chick
it was hilarious

haha, that was random
but i just had to say it
he's gonna kill me :D

-Quiverz

yesterday i was :(
today, i'm :'(

will i ever be whole again

after what i've felt?

will i ever come home again?

only time will tell...

another abnormally hot dayy
and i just had to wear JEANS
haha, wearing capris tomorrow
cuz it was HOOOOTTT
sucky thing is, most of my clothing is on the darker side
ewwww, pe in like, 90 degree weather :P

STAR testing! one day down, 7 to go...
actually pretty easy
messed up on aztec/incan/mayan stuff
I BLAME MS. DECARLO xD

oh dangg
i just finished liek, 10 pages of chinese hw
gah, only 5 pages and my finals project left now :D
oh, and my oral presentation...you know, the one that i have to pass to get into credit class 2...the one thats gonna be going on my college resume...the one i'm totally looking forward to

-Quiverz

daangg

why does it have to be so friggin hot?
ugghhh, i died
seriously? its still SPRING for crying out loud
its not summer until the end of june
gahh, i hate it when its hot on my birthday
looks like it probably will be this year :P

omg omg omg
science olympiad
13th in disease detectives
8th in bio process lab
5th in pentathlon
and and and...
1st in science crime busters

ahahaha, that's just weird when you think about it
margaret and i are the best science crime busters people in all of socal
that's just....odd

anyway, today was pretty boring
had to write my new resume for the summer study thing at UCSD
bleh, my dad made me rewrite it 109834986 times cuz he wasn't satisfied
haha, never knew i got that many awards in chinese school
and my mom's at the AACR meeting in denver
which means when we went to 99...i had to choose the vegetables and all that
and let me tell you, i know NOTHING about these things
i can cook vegetables...but i don't know which ones are good
this is gonna be a crazy week....what with my mom gone, horrible food, and STAR testing...
*shudder*

-Quiverz

:P

stress...
my constant companion

sometimes, i wish i was 5 again. then, i wouldn't have to worry about school (D:) and i could play around all day. i could still climb trees and do cartwheels and run around in the backyard and nobody would care.
but i happen to be 12. and if i even try to do any of those things, i get yelled at. i've found other ways to enjoy myself but still...

anyway...my day was okayish
my throat killed me during continuous run :P
i hate being sick
orchestra was hilarious
i started crying cuz i was laughing so hard xD
i haven't done that in years
then la workshop, lunch, and ss
boring...which is normal now...

k, i'm gonna copy nargis with the messages to everybody
just cuz i have nothing better to do :D

amyy- don't kill yourself. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't kill yourself. you're too awesome to do that. :'(
nargis- come back to school tomorrow! we all miss you... jk, you don't have to. but get better sooon :D
jess jess- ahahaha, to my super awesome friend...this is for making sure i eat something for lunch everyday...and even if you don't succeed, at least you try :)
momo- white chocolateee! i still have to pay you back for that... ahaha, just watch. your bday present's gonna be amazing xD
susan- ahhhh, i've barely known you for half a year and yet you tell me everything worth telling...i don't deserve that...and don't worry. one day, we'll find out why, and we will confront him
harami- ty for ummmm, being you! the sweeet, nice, person that you are. :D and for not going crazy on the girly stuff when we were at the mall and DC. xD
sruthi- ahaha, i'm sorry i always make you wait on tuesdays. i'm sure our trips to disneyland make it all up. ;DD
dyan- my stand out in the rain buddy! i'm pretty sure its not gonna rain anymore but next year...OH YES. :D
margaret- ty for bearing with me and not getting impatient all the times i'm so slooow. and not insulting my lack of science crime busters knowledge :)
eunjii- ahaha, you call me almost everyday about some random hw issue that you would know if you took the time to look on the website. you should try it sometime, you know? ;)
jungwoo- oh dang this is hard. xD ummm, i guess thank you for making me laugh everyday, making me smile when i feel like i might never smile again, and just being there. you've caused me a lot of pain, its true, but you've given me a whole lot more happiness :)

ahaha, half these ppl are probably never gonna read this
but i love you all anyway <3

-Quiverz

P.S. if i don't sound like me in the mentioning ppl thing...that's cuz i'm hyper/sentimental now. bit earlier than usual...usually it takes until at least midnight for this to kick in. oh well xD

pretty random...

ahahaha, slightly hyper now
blogger's kinda stupid...why would we care if there's a scheduled outage at 2 in the morning?
seriously, who blogs at that time?

haha, i feel so appreciated
i put up a quiz a few months ago and nobody notices
then, jw puts up the same quiz and 5 ppl do it in the next 5 hours
wow guys...thanks a lot. jk :D

i should really go to sleep right now
otherwise, i'll get too hyper to fall asleep
gahh...

-Quiverz

today was a pretty normal day
math, science, all that happy stuff
ecofuture we had a FIRE DRILL
pretty boring. stupid wind was being...well, stupid
hair can be so annoying at times D:
anyway, lunch was pretty funny what with spin the bottle (ecofuture version) and all that. i starved cuz i was too lazy to go over to lunch lines and buy anything after my sandwich :)
ss, where mrs. garrison forgot to do the seat change. gah, guess i'll just have to wait another day :P
then after school, it was sprinkling. OH YES. :D
and i got to walk home alone in the RAIN. xD
usually, i don't exactly enjoy walking home alone but sometimes, rain is meant to be enjoyed alone, you know what i mean?
anyway, that was my day. :)

-Quiverz

gahh

why is it that whenever I do a fwd or take a quiz it gives me depressing results?
just now, I took a quiz, turns out i'm broken hearted?
and a random fwd yesterday says I'm "searching for my long lost love"
hahaha, that's so cheesy
but still, its kinda weird

and reading susan's post made me depressed, temporarily of course
why is everybody depressed now?
we should be ENJOYING life before we get into high school D:
idk, maybe its just me but i'd rather enjoy it now and be depressed later than be depressed now and stressed later

but...while i was still depressed, i was thinking...and...maybe i am broken hearted. or at least coming close to it... i'm just gonna hope its not as bad this time around as it was the first time :(
and there's nothing left this time... no more distractions...

i'm sorry if i'm speaking in code. i can't help it sometimes :)
anyway, i'm going to sleep cuz i'm still sick
good night everybody :)

-Quiverz

first day back :)

okay, now i can blog :)
so...this morning, when me and sruthi were walking to school
we saw this caucasian woman who was...not so skinny
and she was doing THE ASIAN MOM WALK
lol, it was hilarious xD
PE, bleh pretty boring
but i got really hyper
and so did everybody else :D
orchestra, bunch of sight reading
pretty pointless stuff
then, we practiced bailes
i failed D: i haven't played that song in MONTHS
monday lessons
integrity
ahahaha, that's mrs. garrison's new favorite word
lunch, where i got kinda hyper again
i'm so happy i can diss nithish again XD
last period: SS
NOTES D:
and then, got our civil war projects back
yay! seat change tomorrow
no offense to anybody who sits near me
its just that i hate sitting in the front :D

it's good to be back in school :)

;)

haha, got tired of my template ALREADY
gonna go with this one till i find one i might actually like for a long period of time
*cough* jessica hurry up *cough cough* jk. take as long as you want :)
i highly doubt i could work any faster so...
shoot, dad just came home
supposed to be doing hw...
:D

-Quiverz

i'm sick :(

:)

the result of my boredom...
i'll probably change it again in the next few weeks
i'm restless
i don't really like any templates anymore
i get tired of them really easily now

-Quiverz

ugghh
bro woke me up at 7 to make him breakfast
and i couldn't go to sleep afterwards
spent the last two hours screwing around and doing nothing
i'm so bored... D:

04.11.09

i feel so empty now that DC's over
i spent so much time looking forward to it that now i feel like there's nothing left
of course, i have a lot that i'm still looking forward to
but still...
once again, i seriously should have done something worthwhile
i was depressed for the first half so i didn't really get to fully enjoy it :(

oh well...
today was pretty boring
stayed inside for the entire morning and afternoon
i DIED
i'm a naturally outdoors person. i love nature and i hate being cooped inside all day
then, jw told me to go outside.
THANK YOU, that made my day :)

after that, i went to some random japanese restaurant
and i saw ALINA and IAN there
it was pretty funny when alina started freaking out :)
I'M SORRY I SCARED YOU xD
after they left, these people came in
i SWEAR they were korean. they had the hair and the clothes...
but they were speaking chinese :D

then, i got hyper and when we got home i was staring at the stars and spinning in circles XD
it was pretty...and cold... <3

after that...my bro ruined my evening
prob. my night too
don't ask what happened
i'll just get even angrier talking about it

guess that's what happens when you're away for a week
you get used to not being annoyed by your family -sigh-

boredom...
still pissed at my bro...
and sorta depressed...
about things. don't ask what :(

-Quiverz

i know...its long...

dc trip= sleep deprivation, starvation, and freezing
despite that, it was one of the awesomest weeks of my life

still, it didn't live up to my expectations
maybe it was cuz i have high standards
or maybe because i was too scared
there were so many things i coulda done
but i didn't :(

if you're a 7th grader...seriously, GO
but don't make the same mistakes that i did

anyway, here are the highlights:
-there was a DOG on the runway at the airport! it delayed us for liek, 15 minutes. it was hilarious! we could see it out of the window. there were police cars chasing it and then the police got out and tried to chase it on foot. that's one hyper doggy xD it was jumping around and running in circles :D
-in the hotel, the clock was one hour ahead. so me, ashley, momo, and eunji went to sleep an hour before lights out and had to get up an hour early! that's friggin 4:30
-went to a lot of war memorials and depressing museums. it was so sad...but it was still a good experience.
-dinner dance cruise thingamabob. it was kinda idiotic. there was a mob of dancing pplz and i was like: no way am i going in there. ended up outside most of the time. it was FREEZING COLD. but i couldn't hear myself inside so it was still an improvement
-top of the rock was beautiful. to anybody who doesn't know, that's when you get on top of a really tall building and you can see all of ny. and it was at night too. don't have any pics cuz my camera was being stupid but i can still see it when i close my eyes
-okay, so first morning in ny, the alarm clock rings right? so eunji, who happens to be the closest to the alarm clock, DOESN'T WAKE UP. and the three of us are wide awake and yelling at her but she STILL doesn't wake up. so i have to reach around and turn it off. we were all so pissed at her later
-it SNOWED. yes, it SNOWED we were on the ferry back from ellis island i caught a snowflake on my tongue. it was salty! isn't that awesome?
-right before the broadway play, we ate dinner at some supposedly "five star" restaurant. honestly, the food kinda sucked. the salad was SOUR, the rest of the food was too cheesy, and the cake was too sweet. but the play was really gooooooood. it's amazing how people can sing so LOUD :D
-we went through security checks 12 times! tons of museums...we had to go thru one for lunch too. it was crazy xD

that's pretty much it. it was TONS of fun. but the living condtions were horrible
i missed:
-my bed
-the smell of my house
-ASIAN FOOD
-all my awesome friendz :D
-my family
-piano
-internet

overall, it was a good trip
it ended way too soon. i wish i could've gone on forever
but in a way, certain aspects of it WILL go on forever
the friendship, the laughter, the memories

so to everybody that was there:
thank you for making it a week i'll NEVER forget

-Quiverz

festival!

i learned three very important things today

1) never trust ashley with your shoulder rest
2) never walk up or down a hill while wearing heels
3) NEVER give jungwoo monster XD

so...got to school pretty early and all that. the bus ride was fun :D
then...orchestra played
we kinda sucked...
only got excellent :(
then sight reading, which was okayish
after that...we pretty much did what we wanted :)

hahaha, had lunch. ramen and chips :D
and this is where i learned not to give jwoo monster
he was staggering around like he was drunk XD

after that, watched the band play
really really really good
compared to band...orchestra FAILED

then got back on the bus
went back to school :(
gah, my essay was a disaster D:

OMG, DC trip in 3 days!
hahahahahaha, i'm gonna be hyper on friday just cuz i'll be so excited
and then i'm gonna fail the SS test and forget the speech XD

eww, piano tomorrow :(
i practiced everyday this week! so proud of myself :D

-Quiverz