03.30.09

100th post! XD

haha anyway, i fixed the music...kinda
the "new" mixpod is all weird, it deleted a lot of the files
i couldn't find a lot of my old songs :(
still working on it, i'll probably find a new playlist site


anyway, today was pretty normal
math, science, monday lessons, etc.
orthodontics appointment after school
it was...pretty sucky
turns out they "miscalculated" and instead of getting my braces off in may i have to wait another 6 months :P
bleh

mom's birthday :)
hahaha, that was some GOOD cake XD

it was a nice day...
decided to be an overachiever and finished the civil war project
pretty easy stuff

for once, i'm actually done with all my hw, isn't that amazing?
but i still have to study for scioly, practice piano (learning 5 flipping hard pieces at the same time), get my mom a b-day present (bit late, i know :D), study for STAR testing, study for SATs, figure out what i wanna put in the promotion speech, bunch of chinese hw (corrections, spring break project, study for oral test, study for finals)...

why can't i have one moment where i can relax, not worry about what i have to do, and take in life? just ONE moment? is that too much to ask?

-Quiverz

P.S. i know my music's all messed up. i tried fixing it but mixpod is being idiotic so it might take some time

Later: almost 10 now. i was just practicing piano and didn't realize how late it was so neighbors started yelling XD

our town :)

hmmm i SHOULD be practicing piano
but i wanna blog before blogger fails XD

so...we had the our town play today
it was kinda messed up
the stage manager was really good tho.
but it was still boring. and slightly weird
not exactly how i imagined it
it could have been a good play. if ppl were actually interested...

anyway, we came back just in time for LUNCH
hahaha, bunch of perverted jokes
i seriously need to reconsider why i'm friends with you guys... :D

last period, we watched Glory
it started out kinda boringly but then it got pretty good
it was sooo sad tho... :(

overall, it was a pretty useless day
haha, 3:56. four minutes before blogger shuts down
i'm off to practice D:

-Quiverz

feel like blogging
even though i have nothing to blog about
hmmmm...
oh well. i'll just summarize my day :)

Math. haha, we didn't do anything. learned about violence and drugs and suspensions and all that happy stuff. after that it was pretty boring, learning about circles and secants. seat change next time! hahaha, nithish chose seats for us... i have a feeling ms. suokko might get REALLY pissed :D

Science. learned how to "balance equations". pretty fun stuff. then bunch of notes on stuff we already learned.

Ecofuture. did the raffle again. I hate being in the quad, its so hot. got attacked by a bunch of 7th graders D:

Lunch. more raffleness. i think people kinda got over teh raffle cuz almost nobody showed up. ended up doing science hw. me, momo, and haram doodled all over my workbook XD

SS. notes again. lecture was pretty fun though. watched Gettysburg at the end. was a bit confusing and slightly odd.

then we had the del norte meeting after school. haha, i didn't listen at all. too preoccupied with writing on post its and sticking them on peoples' backs :D
doing SOCCER and possibly cross country or swimming. highly doubt it though. i have too many things to do.

guess that's it.
i'll blog again soon...about stuff that's actually interesting this time
probably on thursday. what with the play and all

-Quiverz

my day :)

haha, got three drops today
thanks to alina, nargis, and amyyyy :D
they were all really sweeet :)
alina's (STALKER!) and amy's (got called smexy AGAIN) were slightly disturbing but still appreciated! XD

haha. just wanted to say that.
nothin much else happening with life
-gasp- i might actually going to sleep early tonight :)
cuz i've stayed up waaaaaaaay past midnight for this entire week
but then again, i might not XD

-Quiverz

i should stop posting at midnight XD

hahaha, i'm just bored....
nothing to do
but i don't wanna go to sleep

noticed lots of people are making new blogs lately
so here's a shout-out to everybody who made a new blog:
--hey! there's a lot of you so no individual things. but i love new blogs because you can see the blogger develop their style before finally blogging confidently, the way they want to. and it also helps you learn more about the blogger as a person. so anyway, hope you have fun blogging!

haha, sounded so cheesy. XD

but i also noticed almost everybody uses the templates that blogger gives you
is that just cuz you like them?
just wondering. cuz a lot of the blogs look pretty similar now.
and different layouts used to be really popular. not so much anymore...

anyway, if you made a new blog and i don't have you in my list of friends, just tell me
i'll add you as soon as i get the chance
and once again, congratz to all the new bloggers. :)

-Quiverz

pictures, concert, and...half compliments?

today was a day filled with half compliments
i was called smexy 4 times
isn't that scary??? D:
every time i wasn't sure if i was supposed to be pleased or creeped out.
and then a bunch of people called me cute
which is meant as a compliment. but also annoys the heck outta me

concert!
ahahaha, i forgot my shoulder rest...again XD
it's my stupid case, there's no room so i can never remember it
oh well. i could still play. but my arms hurt now cuz i had to actually hold my violin up

daangg, 6th graders were goooooooooood
i can guarantee that all the first violins and some of the second violins are better than me
can't believe they get to go to festival -.-
but they do deserve it

lol, ensemble got celebrate stuck in my head

after we played we were all waiting outside and margaret was taking pictures D:
she got 3 pictures of me. new record :D
and..she also said some pretty perverted things.
involving mr. geib, batons, and stands

uggh, sentence diagramming quiz tomorrow. i'm gonna fail.
and i'm not kidding or being modest.
ask sameer what i got on my practice test.
i'm too ashamed to put it up. :(

ummm, oh yes.
math MAPS today
dang it, nithish beat me -.-
but i also beat james by...a lot XD
hahaha, i guess i'm happy with my score
my parents are kinda annoyed though
they think i should keep aiming higher instead of being content
whatever...
no, i'm not being disrespectful
i just wish that they could respect me once in a while
*sighs*

-Quiverz

written by yours truly, the "awesomest bestest buddy ever!" :D

haha, margaret's gonna get so pissed at me...
yep, that's right. she was acting oddly again
so, we were walking home...(me, margaret, momo, sruthi and nithish)
margaret and nithish were yelling about maserati, aston martin, and prada again.
after a while, nithish insults me
and margaret goes: "hey! kim is the awesomest bestest buddy ever!"
OMG. since when has margaret used the word buddy???
and awesomest? -gasp- margaret used incorrect grammer!
i know i'm overreacting but its fun to watch margaret's reactions. XD

daangg, it was HOT today
awww, winter's over already
wish it had rained more :(

concert tomorrow!
lol, i still haven't told my parents
haha, we're gonna fail
we still can't play the sprint right
and i seriously can't remember the last time we practiced crusader

DC trip in 18 days!
hay, maybe it'll rain there! :D
hahaha, can't wait. XD

-Quiverz

more shocking margaretness... ;D

so...today was pretty funny
it started after school
had disease detectives for the first hour
haha, me and dyan were teasing youngwoo about his crush :D

anywayz, when anatomy started i left for the band room
andrew and ashwin were there.
and that's never a good thing
i'm not going into details
let's just say andrew was feeling particularly perverted today...

and i have to admit, it was pretty funny
the next time we're playing truth or dare...i have a whole bunch of truths i'm dying to use
so watch out. ;)
after a while, andrew tried to teach ashwin how to break dance
haha, it was hilarious :D

after anatomy, me and margaret hung out waiting for science crime busters
but coach jackie never showed up
so...here i am...stuck at school for an hour and a half...with an insane margaret
and i'm not saying she isn't usually insane :D
she was just particularly insane today...it was slightly frightening

first, she started naming random songs on the radio. which was okay...i guess.
but then...she started obsessing over her cellphone's bars. no offense margaret but, who cares if your cell phone has 4 bars or 5 bars?
finally...hahaha. she started....well, she insists that she was humming but it sounded a whole lot like singing to me. :D
but either way...it's slightly weird to hear MARGARET singing/humming

and while we're on the subject of margaret's weird behavior...
she wants to say that the ONLY reason that she bs was because nithish was cussing his head off and she had to say something to make him shut up.
okay...maybe he was cussing a lot...
BUT, i still don't think that's an adequate explanation. and i doubt that any of you guys do either. :D

-Quiverz

P.S. hahaha, st. patrick's day tomorrow. don't forget to wear greeeen!

shopping and SATs :)

just took a SAT practice test, cuz i'm taking the SATs in May
lol, i FAILED
actually got a 700 in reading, (oh yes, i can apply to harvard! :D) but math and writing...
high 400s/low 500s
but in my defense, i didn't study AT ALL
AND i messed up the scantron so i had to spend time fixing that too

anyway, the shopping actually wasn't that bad
i mean, it was still bad but not AS bad as it thought it would be
but we ran out of time so we couldn't get my green highlights. :(
and we couldn't find anything green so if i don't show up on tuesday, don't worry. i'm just hiding in my closet. ;)

daangg, got 4 pairs of shoes! i barely had 4 pairs of shoes before...
hahaha, 2 inch heels. i feel so tall now. :D
but i'm gonna be tripping over everything XD
still, they're actually pretty comfortable.
haha, i spent the past few hours walking around and playing piano in them to break them in
but now i can wear them to the concert next week. :)

-Quiverz

shopping.
with.
mom.
for.
the.
next.
two.
hours.
save.
me.
D:

blogskins XD

haha. i spent the past 3 hours on blogskins. :D
there are some REALLY good skins on there.

i hate it when you have a really good skin...but then it doesn't give you enough room for text or the text is the wrong color or something trivial like that
it ruins the whole skin
i also hate it when you have an awesome background..but then it's all emo
and some designs are really good but the colors are horrible
and then there are the designs that i would use but they're all about manga and anime

there was this one called "stars and clouds"...it was nice with black and white and silver all over the place. and the text was in neon orange. D: it just killed it
and another one was called "promise me". it was really pretty but they really should have overflowed it over the whole page. it was stuffed into the upper left corner.
and there's another one called "dark night". it was amazing. but there was this random anime person.
finally, i think it was called "ghostly lullaby". it was BEAUTIFUL. with brown and tan and cream background. and everything's a slightly brown color. and there's this random bright green butterfly in the bottom right corner.

people just don't know how to make skins anymore.
and i'm too lazy to make my own. :D

-Quiverz

MARGARET, LANGUAGE! :DDD

lolololololol
today...when we were walking home...
haha. so...there was me, margaret (of course), sruthi, momo, sophia, nadia, akila, nithish, andrew, and sameer.
so we were all talking about random stuff and things
and then...MARGARET SAID BULLSH*T!
and i was like: HOLY CRAP
and while we were waiting at the traffic light...this dude in a car threw an apple core at us and it hit margaret
and she said f you. which isn't that bad. but...still...
SO not margaret
and then andrew started singing a song with a bunch of cusswords
so margaret yells at him like any normal margaret would.
the hypocrite. :D

hahaha. anyway...here was the rest of my day
in PE we had the state mile and i SUCKED
grrrrrr. that was SO not my best time.
orch was better than the past few days. we didn't hve to work on fingerings. but mr. wang came. D:
LA Workshop we did the one project. and it was pretty...lame. haha. no offense but all the actors like...failed.
SS we had a test! 100% XD. i BARELY studied. :)
got a bunch of papers back. omg, trimesters almost over. i think i failed in...well, everything. asian fail tho. i guess i should be happy about that...

ugh, one more trimester before school's over
i love the last day of school :)
but i love the first day even more. :D

-Quiverz

randomness at midnight :D

haha, it's almost midnight, i'm listening to rock on the radio, and i'm loving my life. :D
i'm sorry...i'm a very late night/very early morning person. i can't help it. :)
and this moment is so...perfect. i'm so happy with where i am right now. slouched over in my old old old OLD chair, abusing my mp3, typing too fast for my keyboard to keep up, and done with all my hw. or at least most of it. :D
so here's my brain barf that was kinda stolen from alina and paulina but they stole it from alyssa who i really don't know that well but oh well.
here's my brain barf stolen from alyssa!

i love:
-night

-darkness

-dawn

-sunlight

-peace

-music

-hope

-life

-all my awesome friends

-laughing so hard i can't remember the last time i laughed like that

-running straight into the wind :)

-standing out in the rain

-singing to myself...and not caring that ppl are probably staring

-cracking my knuckles to annoy dyan XD

-my family

-my two best friends forever...forever. iris...i miss you SO much. and wesley...haha, you. are. insane. remember that time in taiwan when we broke into the bookstore? XD (no, that's not the wesley in our class)

-you. you know who you are. and if you're reading this(even though you probably won't :D)...you didn't have to apologize. i was willing to suffer...for you. <3

-knowing that i control my own life...and i can do what i want with it

-knowing that i don't want to do anything with it. that it's perfect right now

:)
-Quiverz

P.S. sorry...darkness and night and all that makes me sentimental and hyper at the same time XD

lolz

OMG
my piano teacher's gonna murder me
i haven't practiced all week
so today, when i came home from school...
*drops backpack. runs to piano. starts playing like crazy*
i spent 3 whole hours trying to learn everything i was supposed to D:
*dies*

okay...trying to think about happier things now...
nothing's coming to mind...
OH YES!
st. patrick's day's coming up!
i'm getting green highlights! whoot! :D
but it's probably gonna be like margaret's spray on pink
so it's gonna flake off after the first few hours
oh well...its gonna be awesome
going shopping this weekend for clothes cuz i have absolutely NOTHING that's green

ummmm, what else?
oh yeah...lawl today at lunch...
nithish rumpled me and was like: "DON'T TELL JUNGWOO"
me: "what'll you do if i tell him?"
nithish: "run away to the bathroom and lock myself into a stall"
LOL XD
ahaha, he's trying to rumple everybody in the class
and nargis said: "he's gonna do me last."
margaret just HAD to take that in the most perverted way possible
so after that...jess started making some really dirty jokes
like... "nithish did kim and momo!" or "nithish has a whole list of girls to do."
and the worst... "ooohhhh, he has to do mrs. garrison!"
D: that's just...creepy

-Quiverz

so, today my parents were talking about somebody in taiwan who committed suicide because they were under too much pressure to do well and cuz they were depressed

and i was talking to my bro and he goes: "suicide is mean! just because you're sad doesn't mean you should make other people sad! you should become happy again! and even if you can't, isn't it better for one person to be sad than for all his family and friends to be sad? it's just so...selfish."

this coming from a 6 year old. so why can't that person in taiwan, who was 20-something, understand the same principles? even when you think things are too painful and you want to fade into oblivion...think about the ones you love. your parents, family, friends, and all the beautiful things in life you'll never see again. you might think that nobody cares but they do. and you're not the only person in the world and you shouldn't force your own misery upon the world.

it's selfish

and what if you really don't have anybody? find somebody.

-Quiverz

P.S. thanks to nargis for reminding me about this cuz i'd completely forgotten about it until i read your blog :)

haha, susan. XD

lol, susan's queen of love and beauty! :D
omg, i didn't eat dinner til 8:40. thank you to dyan and jw for making me eat something earlier.
today is very boring, it's a very boring day...
jk. (if you don't get it, look it up.) but it was boring

make up mile in PE. and for half of the run i thought i really did have to make it up but then i remembered that i didn't. so i wasted all that energy for nothing.

and then orchestra...we played Bailes once and the rest of the people sucked and couldn't play in tune so we kept on having to stop and change everybody's fingerings.
and after that bunch of people played guitar hero. basically, we didn't do anything.

and then lunch...OMG. i thought i had to take the STUPID MIDTERM but it turns out that ms.suokko has a STUPID MEETING so i have to take it tomorrow. do you know how long i stayed up studying for that?
grrrr.

-Quiverz

haha, i found a macy's gift card under my bed. :D

lawl...

There was once a young man who, in his youth, professed a desire to become a "great" writer.
When asked to define "great" he said "I want to write stuff that the whole world will read, stuff that people will react to on a truly emotional level, stuff that will make them scream, cry, wail, howl in pain, desperation, and anger!"

He now works for Microsoft writing error messages.

so...my bro has a spelling test on how to spell all the different months tomorrow
and my dad was quizzing him
and, LOL, my dad spelled february wrong
hahaha, he goes F-E-B-R-A-R-Y
and he wouldn't believe me when i said there was a u
i had to get a calendar and show him. :D

speaking of my bro...
he's on the PUSD homepage! check it out. there's only two pictures. he's the only asian...i think you can figure it out.
http://www.powayusd.com/

well, here's another one.
so i have a recycling bin in my room right?
and i emptied it out before i started cleaning.
i just finished walking around my room picking up random papers.
the bin's full again. XD

lol, i was cleaning my room and i found the bio we had to do for mrs. garrison in the beginning of the year. i can't believe i still have it...
i'm all: what the heck is this? hey, it's about me! OMG, it's the bio we did! hahaha.
probably gonna be a lot of short posts today. just saying.

:D

hahaha, smooth's on the radio XD
stuck in my head now.
i remember in ensemble...when we were playing it.
i messed up so many times...
good times. :)

-sighs-

here we go
thanks to susan for making me all depressed.


so...here's the thing. i have a lot of friends. but do any of you really understand me? do you know the reason behind every word i say, every tear i cry, every smile i...well smile? you might think you understand me. and some of you guys kinda do. but i don't think anybody knows everything that i'm thinking and the reasoning behind it. sometimes, i don't even know myself. i'm constantly changing, and i just can't keep up.

a lot of you guys know portions of me. you all have different pieces of the puzzle. you just haven't put it together. do any of you know the story of my life? no. but everybody knows a little bit.
sometimes i just feel so alone and left out. like you guys don't care about me. i know you do, but it's just a state of mind. and it's a very convincing state of mind.

and then my parentals are making me stressed over "the future" who gives a crap about college anyway? it's in 4 stinkin years. think about all the fun i can have? but no, i have to worry about SATs and GPAs and ACTs and all those other acronyms that i don't want to think up right now.

and i moved a lot when i was younger right? so now that i've finally been at a school long enough to actually assosciate some memories with it, i'm leaving. and it's symbolic. i feel like i'm leaving my childhood. seeing as i moved a lot, i had to grow up fast. and now that i can finally be crazy again, it's fading away. it's all slipping away, and i can't hold on to it.

and i'm just so confused...about everything. my reasons for living, who i am, friends, school, the general meaning of life. my future's so far away. and yet, tomorrow is closer than yesterday will ever be.

okay. i'm good. i originally planned on doing more but...i already let off a lot of steam.
now i can be happy again. just needed to get that off my back.
see you guys tom. :)

-Quiverz